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I wish I was a wild thing with a simple heart
but that is not the case
I wish that I could simply let the life flood in
a smile upon my face
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2. |
Strawberry Supper
03:06
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I wanted to be loved
like everybody else
I wanted to be beautiful
I wanted to be loved
looking for affection
I wanted to be appreciated
And you lured me in
You lured me in
You lured me in
“Sugar, strawberry supper
I’ll call you sunshine
I’ll be on your side”
Sugar, strawberry supper
You called me sunshine
You tore me down
Did you ever think about the receipts I kept?
All the shit you left me with
Boys will be boys, that’s what everybody says
But it was you who put me on that ledge
And you lured me in
You lured me in
You lured me in
“Sugar, strawberry supper
I’ll call you sunshine
I’ll be on your side”
Sugar, strawberry supper
You called me sunshine
You tore me down
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3. |
Like Magic
03:41
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I was an easy target
I loved the pain
I must have left my body
My limbs remained
My mind keeps my head above the water
My mind is my body
It was given to me to use as a tool
It’s not here for you it is mine
You started with the truth
Piece by piece you took it all
My thoughts, my sight, my fear
Like magic, I’m empty
Without me noticing
You steal it all
Word for word
And thought for thought
You started with the truth
Piece by piece you took it all
My thoughts, my sight, my fear
Like magic, I’m empty
My mind keeps my head above the water
My mind is my body
it was given to me to use as a tool
it’s not here for you it is mine
and although piece by piece you take it all
I’m the one keeping me alive
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4. |
Spring
03:39
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I didn’t see it coming
I shed some light on the ferocious complexity
I want the smell to leave me
I wanna shower till my skin comes off
I didn’t see it coming
I didn’t think that I would be this quiet
What have I done?
Want to return unseen
Lights dim and undefined
Outside flowers claim it’s spring
Outside flowers claim it’s spring
How did I end up here?
Did you know that I would be this quiet?
What have you done?
My body crumbles
I wanna never see it again
Outside flowers claim it’s spring
Outside flowers claim it’s spring
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5. |
Invisible
05:39
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Too much of the truth will break me
In pieces so small, impossible to heal
Comfort comes from the weirdest places
I’ll decide myself what has been real
I’ve been looking down
I try to keep it all a secret
From the depths of my gut
I wanna throw it all up
But I keep it all inside
Invisible
Coming back has been complicated
It pains me to say I lost my old self
I should not let it define me in any way
But that’s easier said than done
Easier said than done
I’ve been looking down
I try to keep it all a secret
From the depths of my gut
I wanna throw it all up
But I keep it all inside
Invisible
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6. |
I Won't Let You Down
07:24
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Trust me
Believe me
I promise
Have faith
Rely on me
Mark my words
Count on me
I swear
I assure you
Trust me
Believe me
I promise
I won’t let you down
I won’t disappoint you
I won’t cause you trouble
I’ll never fail
and leave you alone
I vouch and I vow and I pledge
I love you forever
Cross my heart
I promise
don’t worry
I won’t let you down
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7. |
Notes on How to Trust
03:51
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There’s so much in the rearview
Hard to see what’s going on
It hasn’t been this blurry before
Something feels wrong
Where do I go?
Who do I follow?
Who bring me joy?
Who brings me sorrow?
How do I make sure I don’t go through this again?
Glued myself together
So that you can’t see
That I don’t know any boundaries
Impossible to read
Where do I go?
Who do I follow?
Who bring me joy?
Who bring me sorrow?
How do I make sure I don’t go through this again?
Do I even know the way?
I need space so I can make mistakes
Confidence will be my best revenge
So I can start to live again
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8. |
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I reach down in my pocket
All I find is shame
Wildfire is spreading in me
No spark goes to waste
Who said I’m useless?
Who told me I’m to blame?
Stuck in this armor
I’m creased and crushed into this shape
Massive smoke rises
Consumes me whole
Killing me in silence
Where did it go wrong?
This shame should not be mine
This shame should not be mine
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9. |
On You
04:10
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Was I supposed to be special?
Did I not meet your demand?
Too loud? Too quiet?
Too much of a riot?
Was I not what you expected?
Did you want me to yaysay all the way?
Too thick? Too thin?
Too something in between?
You put your filth on me
I will shake off that dirt
Whatever you throw at me is on you
Was I supposed to be special?
Did I not meet your demand?
I’ve disappointed myself many times
but this is not me, it’s on you
You put your filth on me
I will shake off that dirt
Whatever you throw at me is on you
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10. |
Beat By Beat
04:37
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It’s time for some healing now
I will give myself a break
I need it, I want it, I take it now
Push myself up
Bit by bit
Crack of my joints
Hit by hit
I need to move my body
Beat by beat
Beat by beat
Beat by beat
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