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This Shame Should Not Be Mine

by GGGOLDDD

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MJ
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MJ A potent hybrid of darkwave, post-rock, and post-metal that manages to be both emotionally devastating and entirely accessible. What a feat that is! Also, one of the most iconic album covers ever. Deepest respect. Favorite track: Notes on How to Trust.
s/he knows
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s/he knows Quite certainly one of the bravest records I've heard in recent times, thematically and musically. Look your horror in the eye, only then can it disappear at all.

I also recommend the consistent continuation on the EP „PTSD“. Favorite track: Notes on How to Trust.
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avrian_obrien Essential listening.
This is one of those albums you don't come out of unscathed.
Beautifully crafted, extremely personal and emotionally shattering.

You can find my review of it here :

thenoiseblog.wixsite.com/thenoiseblog/post/gggolddd-this-shame-should-not-be-mine Favorite track: Spring.
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1.
I wish I was a wild thing with a simple heart but that is not the case I wish that I could simply let the life flood in a smile upon my face
2.
I wanted to be loved like everybody else I wanted to be beautiful I wanted to be loved looking for affection I wanted to be appreciated And you lured me in You lured me in You lured me in “Sugar, strawberry supper I’ll call you sunshine I’ll be on your side” Sugar, strawberry supper You called me sunshine You tore me down Did you ever think about the receipts I kept? All the shit you left me with Boys will be boys, that’s what everybody says But it was you who put me on that ledge And you lured me in You lured me in You lured me in “Sugar, strawberry supper I’ll call you sunshine I’ll be on your side” Sugar, strawberry supper You called me sunshine You tore me down
3.
Like Magic 03:41
I was an easy target I loved the pain I must have left my body My limbs remained My mind keeps my head above the water My mind is my body It was given to me to use as a tool It’s not here for you it is mine You started with the truth Piece by piece you took it all My thoughts, my sight, my fear Like magic, I’m empty Without me noticing You steal it all Word for word And thought for thought You started with the truth Piece by piece you took it all My thoughts, my sight, my fear Like magic, I’m empty My mind keeps my head above the water My mind is my body it was given to me to use as a tool it’s not here for you it is mine and although piece by piece you take it all I’m the one keeping me alive
4.
Spring 03:39
I didn’t see it coming I shed some light on the ferocious complexity I want the smell to leave me I wanna shower till my skin comes off I didn’t see it coming I didn’t think that I would be this quiet What have I done? Want to return unseen Lights dim and undefined Outside flowers claim it’s spring Outside flowers claim it’s spring How did I end up here? Did you know that I would be this quiet? What have you done? My body crumbles I wanna never see it again Outside flowers claim it’s spring Outside flowers claim it’s spring
5.
Invisible 05:39
Too much of the truth will break me In pieces so small, impossible to heal Comfort comes from the weirdest places I’ll decide myself what has been real I’ve been looking down I try to keep it all a secret From the depths of my gut I wanna throw it all up But I keep it all inside Invisible Coming back has been complicated It pains me to say I lost my old self I should not let it define me in any way But that’s easier said than done Easier said than done I’ve been looking down I try to keep it all a secret From the depths of my gut I wanna throw it all up But I keep it all inside Invisible
6.
Trust me Believe me I promise Have faith Rely on me Mark my words Count on me I swear I assure you Trust me Believe me I promise I won’t let you down I won’t disappoint you I won’t cause you trouble I’ll never fail and leave you alone I vouch and I vow and I pledge I love you forever Cross my heart I promise don’t worry I won’t let you down
7.
There’s so much in the rearview Hard to see what’s going on It hasn’t been this blurry before Something feels wrong Where do I go? Who do I follow? Who bring me joy? Who brings me sorrow? How do I make sure I don’t go through this again? Glued myself together So that you can’t see That I don’t know any boundaries Impossible to read Where do I go? Who do I follow? Who bring me joy? Who bring me sorrow? How do I make sure I don’t go through this again? Do I even know the way? I need space so I can make mistakes Confidence will be my best revenge So I can start to live again
8.
I reach down in my pocket All I find is shame Wildfire is spreading in me No spark goes to waste Who said I’m useless? Who told me I’m to blame? Stuck in this armor I’m creased and crushed into this shape Massive smoke rises Consumes me whole Killing me in silence Where did it go wrong? This shame should not be mine This shame should not be mine
9.
On You 04:10
Was I supposed to be special? Did I not meet your demand? Too loud? Too quiet? Too much of a riot? Was I not what you expected? Did you want me to yaysay all the way? Too thick? Too thin? Too something in between? You put your filth on me I will shake off that dirt Whatever you throw at me is on you Was I supposed to be special? Did I not meet your demand? I’ve disappointed myself many times but this is not me, it’s on you You put your filth on me I will shake off that dirt Whatever you throw at me is on you
10.
Beat By Beat 04:37
It’s time for some healing now I will give myself a break I need it, I want it, I take it now Push myself up Bit by bit Crack of my joints Hit by hit I need to move my body Beat by beat Beat by beat Beat by beat

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released April 1, 2022

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